I really like questions okay.
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SOMETIMES I AM BORED.

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I'm not dead, or anything; though it's not suprising that most people probably think I am, or that I don't post anymore.

Oh but I do. Or would. Or, something. Anyways I'm at school, in NYC, finally. Oddly enough I never have those spaz-moments where I'm like "OH MY GOD I'M IN A TOP ART SCHOOL IN NYC. HOLY SHIT." in fact sometimes, I quietly have to remind myself that "Oh right I don't normally walk home on NYC streets at 2 am back to my shittyawesome dorm room. Huh should I be shitting my pants?"

Yeah; that's how it is.

So, all in all, because I was mooching off my mother's mac, I'm sans computer except the labs and my very generous friends with all their technologies. Which grinds my only-occasional posting to n all-out halt. Hurr.

However, in the past months, I've registered a domain name; though I haven't found a host or built a site yet [again, sans computer.] Which will..contain...stuff. eventually.

it's [link] though it's just a godaddy park page right now.

for people who need proof that I still am alive and drawing; I'm on twitter and bookface and adrianjames. I post updates. Sometimes weird pictures. Maybe I'll post drawings despite everyone who watches me has totally forgotten I exist :>

Regardless, my dahlinks. Best wishes.

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Okay so I'm bored and the cable's out [my bad D:] so I cannot watch my late nite programs full of swears. Really I should get outside and get some fresh air but all these swears keep my up late and so I sleep all day.
I figure people reading this journal probably can tell me similar stories; the next best thing to going out side is opening a window of your hermetically sealed vault and looking at pictures of the sky from a digital screen. Nice and safe.

When I take pictures of the sky, it's my little way of telling mother nature "I'M ON TO YOU. I'M WATCHING, I SEE WHAT YOU DO AND TIMESTAMP WHEN YOU DO IT. I KNOW." Many terrifying things come down on our little monkey island from the great sky; it's awesome power and beauty is only a few miles thick- and it is in these few miles, a tiny film compared to the rest of the atmosphere, where all weather that makes life both unbearable and possible takes place.
However, being able to look up at any old time and see the sky has jaded many people to the fine art of capturing the sky. It seems like any idiot thinks that any idiot can point a camera at the clouds and come down with a masterpiece; well I've never seen the point in arguing with idiots. These photos can, if nothing else, speak entirely for themselves, absent of any viewer, critic, or even photographer. Perhaps we should instead call the documents of these events Nature-Photo-journalism.







Sky-Journalism, I kinda like it.

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Oh man it's a music-journal-meme!
tags: , , , & you *points out into the binary at all the stranger I'm afraid to specify.*
Usual rules apply. Use Shuffle. No skipping, no matter how embarrassing.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
Nothing Left - Psyclon Nine
> "NO IT'S NOT OKAY I AM VERY INSECURE AND ANGRY AND DAMAGED HERE >:I"

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Special K - Placebo
> "OH GOD MY HEART UM UM AWKWARD EMOTIONAL PHASE, YEAH. :C"

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
The Domestic Fucker Family - Dir en Grey
> ahaha. ahaha. That's totally healthy. "Hi I want to bitterly abuse your psychotic narcissism." ?

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Come Home - Placebo
> But I feel like this every day. ["Every sky is blue, but not for me and you."]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Dream II - Grendel
> "TO HAVE HAWT STOMPY BOOT SEX WITH VIRGINS. AND I DO MEAN PLURAL" ahaha.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Stormtower - Xanopticon
> My motto is a mostly instrumental breakcore track by a band that seems to have just shown up in my itunes without my knowing. [I blame torrenting.]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Sleep & Dream - Battle of Mice
> Wow I have some fucked up friends. Where do they get this stuff, I gotta stop acting so damaged and escapist, I guess :I

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Gyakujou Tannou Keloid Milk - Dir en Grey
> I knew the day would come when I would rue listening to foreign music; apologies for y'know, posting translations of dubious quality. Also, wtf parents 0: THIS QUIZE SEZ SO.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
Kodou - Dir en Grey
> How odd! I AM SO SULLEN :/

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Jack the Stripper/Fairies Wear Boots - Black Sabbath
> THAT'S JUST LIKE, YOUR OPINION, MAN.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?
<ambient halloween noises for an hour and eleven minutes>
> Tee hee.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
< a really neat ambient halloween track for thirty-one minutes!>
> Ahahaa.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Enfilade - At the Drive-In
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WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Contorted Angel - Grendel
> ha!

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Inside Out - God Module
Do you want me to tear you inside out,/ to show you what love is really about?/oh I think you do./ I think you do.
> oh hot. yes, I do.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Hash Generation - Grendel
> hahaha. Well it fits with the rest of the playlist, so I guess sure.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Requiem for the Christian Era - Psyclon Nine
> HEY AT LEAST IT IS A REQUIEM, OKAY? Srsly.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
> WAIT DIDN'T I ANSWER THIS ALREADY?
Sex - Atari Teenage Riot
> Wow this is awkward hi u gaiz. but not somuch.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Shinsou - Dir en Grey
<instrumental>
> You know this isn't that different from my usually titles; all song lyrics and shit.

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SO I checked my messages today and I found out that has been added to a Weird Collection of Crappy Yaoi Pencil Drawings.
After I got over the absurdity and horror I decided to save some of the actually interesting/good drawings from dying of obscurity in this collection.
Feature of Interesting Implied-Blonde Yaoi Boys in Undergarments and Line:




Some of these have a lot of +favs, some don't have many [all have more than mine does] But what matters to me here is that in 3 pages of this collection, these are the only ones that rise above mediocrity and actually made me want to click the thumbnail. Thus worthy enough to use my subscriber-no-jitsu on.

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